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Wednesday, October 29, 2014

"A Time I Experienced Failure" Response

A minute ago I completed the prompt four essay assignment and I couldn't be more relieved. It took me about thirty minutes to an hour to get the ball rolling on this essay which really annoyed me. Generally, I can write things pretty quickly (like right now), but when it comes to writing about myself or experiences I absolutely hate it. In the end, writing about a  moment of failure makes me feel better about the topic of choice. It really made me put things into perspective. I realized that my moment of failure happened FIVE YEARS ago and that it is so silly that I am still so effected by it. To many it's a funny story, but to me it was a very traumatic event. In my life, there hasn't been moments of life-altering failures, but that doesn't diminish the impact of other mistakes made. At the time my failure was a big deal, but now it's time for me to laugh at it. I did learn from the mistake I made and I need to let go of the guilt  I continuously put upon myself. It really is ridiculous! I'll just say it on here: in seventh grade I broke the big, new T.V. during an altercation with my brother. The whole story in fact sounds silly and kind of IS, but truthfully it was a hard day for me. I don't think of that failure everyday, but the times people bring it up it has really bothered me inside. Not anymore. From now on I will laugh and be okay. I will always be sorry for breaking the T.V. and I'll always remember the angst of that day. But I will now be lighthearted and think of how foolish I was as a child. I'm very glad I wrote transparently. It definitely was not my intent when I sat in front of this giant computer, but it helped me accept the problem and has undeniably helped me put the past behind me!
The End.

1 comment:

  1. The failure prompt was also difficult for me to tackle as well and get good ideas. It is difficult for me to even talk about my past mistakes and embaressments let alone write about it. After tackling the paper it made me think of other mistakes I have made and how in the end failure is actually a positive thing that helps us learn. Failure has such a negative meaning but if you think about it, it's actually neccesary and I'm excited to fail some more.

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